I feel like apologizing for being inactive. I've honestly been pretty much ignoring this account, mostly as I'll be moving to a new account as soon as I'm not so freakin' tired.

I'm just wasting time at school before I can go home right now.

I'm very tired... I've been tired for a long time. Allergies bugging me, mild illness that's luckily gone away, unexplainable depression and inability to motivate myself. I've been good and kept up with school, but other than that... bleh. Everything's kinda fallen to the wayside.

I really gotta apologize to Abt-Nihil and GMMuity. I owe then both art, and I've been sleeping instead of working. I really just gotta get my drive/confidence back.

Doesn't help that I've been sick since Saturday. I ended up leaving work Saturday to go to the doctor's office. I was having trouble breathing and am now on antibiotics and an inhaler. Both temporary.

The inhaler puffs taste like ass btw.

I really need to prioritize... I wanna make that my goal this week. Get my crap in order, and kick my ass into gear.

Like my stupid comic idea... I put of doing anywork, saying "I'm too tired now, I'll wait till later, I'll wait till I feel that 'drive' to work."

Naturally that drive never comes and eventually I'm too tired and decide I'll do it tomorrow. And I put it off untill... forever I guess. It's the same way with the art I owe people.

I just need to motivate myself. I'm not sure how to get my ass in gear. I do badly need a nap today... I'm so tired I nearly bawled in drawing class. I didn't sleep at all last night, just tossed and turned. But I'm worried I'll oversleep when I nap, and miss another day/evening I could spend drawing.

But I'll figure it out. I gotta MAKE myself work somehow, stop giving into my laziness. And also find a way to get better sleep. I'm sure if I were well-rested every day, that'd be one less excuse for me to use.